因為 Kara 的續約與解散傳聞,讓你們擔心…受傷,對不起。
但是在我自己以 Kara 身分努力地活動、日本巡迴也即將展開的狀況下,突然冒出了我要退出 Kara及續約與否的新聞,讓我感到非常的驚慌。雖然如此,我還是想向各位傳達我的心意,所以在這裡留下了文字。
最重要的是…我是從 Kara 成員的身分開始,結束也希望以 Kara 成員的身分結束。但是因為我不與現在的經紀公司續約,而看到許多我要退出 Kara、Kara 要換新成員的新聞或相關人士的訪談…讓我很鬱悶,感覺亂七八糟。
我認為不與 DSP 公司續約,不是以 Kara 的身分不再續約,而是以 Nicole 這個藝人的身分不再續約。雖然不是公司的旗下藝人,但我想,一直以來一起努力的團體或許可以找到一個繼續下去的方法。
我不過只是一個人。我認為,因為我一個人的問題並不會讓 Kara 解散或更改成員。因此我認為,個人與公司的合約及 Kara 成員這個身分所簽訂的合約,是不是可以分開,就像是把私人與公共的事情分開一樣。
我還有很多的目標。因此除了盡全力在 Kara 活動外,我想試著努力去創造新的自己。為了自己,我覺得需要更多的時間與努力…因此我的個人經紀約問題,是自己想為了未來投資,而選擇不與 DSP 續約。
做為 Kara 成員,接受到我們 Kamilia 這麼多的愛與支持,想表現出更棒的一面給你們,但是事情卻越來越大,讓各位受傷了,我的心情也很沉重。伴隨續約問題而來的退出與成員改變的說法,也讓我覺得心痛..Kara 這個團體,不是一個人的。因此做為 Kara 成員的我,認為自己對 Kara 也有一份責任。
但是如果各位以及 Kara 的相關人士們,與我有不同看法,認為這是件不可能的事情的話,未來我會以「鄭 Nicole」個人的模樣回到大家面前。
我與你們約定,和經紀公司續約無關,我會以 Kara 成員的身分活動,不管是現在還是未來,我都很愛 Kara,覺得很幸福能夠做為 Kara 的成員…Kara 對我來說是非常大的存在。
i made u worried with the kara contract and disbandment issues. . . and hurting u, i'm sorry.
i was working hard doing my activities as a kara member and the japan tour will start soon, when suddenly news about my withdrawal and contract issue surfaces, i was taken aback and loss for words too. however i want to convey my feelings so i write this.
the most important thing. . .i started as a kara member and i want to end it as a kara member too. but when i saw the interview between the reporter and the representative (of the company) about how i will leave kara because i don't renew the contract with the current company. . i was very frustated and confused. . .
Contract with DSP it's not a contract as KARA only but it's also a contract as an artist. i was thinking on whether there is a way for me to be able to continue with the group that i've been together until now although i'm not the company's artist .
i'm just one person. i think just because of me, one person, kara should not disband or change. i was thinking whether it's possible to separate the contract between myself as an artist and as kara member, i've tried to separate my personal things with official things.
i still have lots of goals. while doing my best for kara activities i want to make myself again. i think for that i need lots of time and effort. . .that's why since i want to invest for my future, i decided to not renew my contract with DSP.
as a kara member i received lots of love from kamilia and i want to show u an even better me, however this slowly become bigger and hurt all of you and me too... my heart feels heavy.
i was really hurt too listening to various talks about the contract, withdrawal, member changes, etc . .i think the group called KARA it's not a one person's thing. that's why i had the same thoughts like above since i'm a kara member too and i'm responsible for kara's name.
however if everyone and kara's representative disagree with me and thinks this is impossible, i will come back as a person called Jung Nicole.
regardless of my contract status with the company, i promise i will do my activity as a kara member. i do love kara, now and always will, and i'm happy doing activity as a kara member. . . KARA is a very meaningful thing for me .
thank you to those who love me and supporting me. . .