5th of November
11月5日
When I walked you home
當我陪你回家時
That's when I nearly said it
我差點就說出來了
But then said "Forget it" and froze
但後來我卻說：“算了”，然後僵住了
Do you remember?
你還記得嗎？
You probably don't
你可能不記得了
'Cause the sparks in the sky
因為天空中的火花
Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke
在我們談話時牽引了你的目光
(11月5日也許是指英國的節日Guy Fawkes Night，當天通常都會放煙火與焚燒假人)
Yesterday, drank way too much
昨天喝太多了
And stayed up too late
太晚才睡覺
Started to write what I wanna say
開始打下我想說的話
Deleted the message
又刪掉了那個訊息
But I still remember it said
但我仍然記得那個訊息說了什麼
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
我希望我是你半夜醉酒發信息的對象
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
希望我是你熬夜到三點的原因
And you can't fall asleep
而你無法入睡
Waiting for me to reply
等待我的回覆
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
我希望我不只是你路過的人
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
希望我不再害怕坦率和敞開心扉
Instead of just hoping
You'd feel what I'm feeling inside
而是期待你也能與我感同身受
April the 7th
4月7日
And nothing has changed
一切依舊停滯沒發展
It's hard to get by
When you're still on my mind everyday
當你仍然經常出沒在我的腦海裡
Sometimes I question
有時我會懷疑
If you feel the same
你是否有同樣的感覺
Do we make stupid jokes?
我們會開些愚蠢的玩笑
Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say
試圖掩蓋我們都太害怕說出口的感受
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
我希望我是你半夜醉酒發信息的對象
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
希望我是你熬夜到三點的原因
And you can't fall asleep
而你無法入睡
Waiting for me to reply
等待我的回覆
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
我希望我不只是你路過的人
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
希望我不再害怕坦率和敞開心扉
Instead of just hoping
You'd feel what I'm feeling inside
而是期待你也能與我感同身受
Oh, and here we go again
哦，我們又來了
Destroy myself to keep a friend
自我打亂只為了維持友誼關係
Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no
我躲妳是怕妳會拒絕我
I wonder if I cross your mind
Half as much as you do mine
我好想知道妳腦裡是不是跟我一樣在想著對方
If I tell you the truth
要是我告訴你真相
What will I lose? I don't know
我會失去什麼呢？我不知道
I wish I had sent you that drunk text at midnight
我真希望我當時能夠把那醉酒後打的訊息傳出去給妳
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
但我好怕那會毀了我們彼此的友誼
But I really meant it
我真的這麼想
I wonder how you would reply
我好想知道妳會怎麼回復
發表於 2023-12-30 13:59:59
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