高爾宣 - So Bad

翔風鷲

So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one
I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do

I ain’t complaining
當我擁有一切 how could I complain it
收到多少愛就得承受多少誤解
我的榮幸 哪怕一切都是陷阱

I ain’t complaining
I’m just saying
一切真的不是你想像的那種願景yeah
如果不會留下傷害
Sometimes 我也想過默默離開

That’s right shame on me
I never want it all want this fame on me
我只是凡人what you want from me
床頭的藥罐making fun of me

Yeah
Y’all don’t understand 我的病因不只一個
Take more pills more problems more liquor
演好你的角色別露餡
I thought that we could handle this like grown man

So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one
I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do

I’m sorry
I won’t talk about it
沈默代表我一定會保護到底
But stop lying 我快看不到妳
如果不是妳 Then I won’t even give a fuck about it

我也想要開心的笑
我也想要醫生別再開新的藥 that’s true
說是為了保護我的大腦
想要咆哮 but it’s a mental lockdown

Look
I ain’t no saint
Everybody different
Everybody two faced
Everybody judging
Everybody lying to
Everybody stupid
Everybody shut up just mind your own business
我們總是不知不覺看著那片天空
卻忘記自己雙腳已經站在哪裡
Damn
I gotta slow down
Gotta slow down
找回遺失大部分的自己

So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one
I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do