Anson Seabra - Trying my best

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[中譯來自 思春的日常]

I know you think I got it all figured out but cus
我知道你覺得我已經搞懂一切了 但是
I walk around like my head’s in the clouds but
我四處漫遊 像是我的頭在朦朧的白雲之中
I’m just boy with his heart pourin' out
我只是個心臟傾瀉而出的男孩
of his head
從頭部傾瀉而出

I wish that you could see the pain that I’ve seen and
我希望你能看到我經歷過的那些痛
all of the time I spent being not me and
我一直不是我自己
I hope you know it’s not always happy
我希望你明白我並不是一直都這麼開心
in my head
我腦袋裡的某種東西導致這樣的我

cus I don't know
我不太明白
the perfect road to go down
最完美的路要怎麼走
but I know
但我知道

I'm trying my best
我正在努力
I'm trying my best to be okay
努力讓自己沒事
I'm trying my best but every day
雖然已經盡力而為但每一天
it's so hard
還是過得很辛苦


and I'm holding my breath
我也努力維持著我的呼吸
I'm holding my breath til I can say
盡力保持著氣息直到我可以說出
all of the words I want to say
所有我想說的話
from my heart
直至心底

if you really want to I could let you inside
如果你真的想了解我我可以讓你進入我的世界
it’s been so long and I’ve got nothing left to hide
已經很久沒有東西在那兒了
would you believe if I told you that I’ve
如果我告訴妳我並不這麼完美
got flaws
你會相信嗎


now it’s time to let the curtains unfold and
是時候讓拉開窗簾了
tell the stories that I didn’t want told yeah
告訴你那些我並不想讓別人知道的故事
let it out and I unburden my soul
讓所有的話語流瀉而出，我的靈魂卸載掉一切負擔
won't stop
不會停止

cus I don't know
我不太明白
the perfect road to go down
最完美的路要怎麼走
but I know
但我知道

I'm trying my best
我正在努力
I'm trying my best to be okay
努力讓自己沒事
I'm trying my best but every day
雖然已經盡力而為但每一天
it's so hard
還是過得很辛苦


and I'm holding my breath
我也努力維持著我的呼吸
I'm holding my breath til I can say
盡力保持著氣息直到我可以說出
all of the words I want to say
所有我想說的話
from my heart
直至心底

I'm trying my best
我正在努力
I'm trying my best to be okay
努力讓自己沒事
I'm trying my best but every day
雖然已經盡力而為但每一天
it's so hard
還是好難

and I'm holding my breath
我也努力維持著我的呼吸
I'm holding my breath til I can say
盡力保持著氣息直到我可以說出
all of the words I want to say
所有我想說的話
from my heart
直至心底