Open to double doors
打開大門
Typical, pretty sure I could grow up
典型的分手 我想我可以成功走出來的
Probably chemical
也許是一時沖昏頭
I took up walking to turn it all off
我強迫我自己封閉那些情緒
Doesn't feel bearable
但我無法再承受了
Guess I thought when I left it would all stop
我以為我離開你一切情感就會消逝
It would all stop
都會停止下來
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
當我打給你 我有太超過嗎
When I told you I'm fine you were lied to
當我說我很好 那是個謊言
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
我怎麼會覺得我給你的是足夠的
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
因為當我太接近敞開心胸時 我就會搞砸一切
Funny that didn't work
結果那根本沒有用
I could be anywhere
我的心還是隨著你飛
I'm on your block
就在你家巷口
Cynical, terrible
憤世忌俗 慘淡的
Kicking myself with my gut in a knot
我不斷覺得心裡痛痛的
'Cause I heard that you're happier
因為我聽到你過得更開心了
Hope that you're sleeping well, knowing I'm not
希望你睡得很好 當我們都知道我沒有
I'm doing too much
我看得太重了
Did I fall out of line when I called you?
當我打給你 我是不是太超過了
When I told you I'm fine, you were lied to
當我說我過得不錯 一切都是個謊
(I told you I’m lying)
我還不夠明顯嗎
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
我們會愚笨的以為我給你的足夠了
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
每當我接近建立一段長久的感情時 我就會搞砸一切
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
我不停地想著如果你能原諒我
We could make it better, breaking every habit
我們可以更好 粉碎一切恐懼
Pull myself together
我會振作起來
You could watch it happen
你可以看著我改變
Let it happen
讓我們改變
Let it happen
使我們更好
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
我不斷想像如果你挽留了我
We could make it better, breaking every habit
我們可以讓一切變得完美 打破一切舊習慣
Pull myself together
重新振作起來
You could watch it happen
你可以親眼看著我浴火重生
Let it happen
克服一切困難
Let it happen
為我們努力
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
我不斷想著如果你讓我回到你身邊
We could make it better, breaking every habit
我們可以讓一切更好 創造美好的未來
Pull myself together
把我自己一片一片拼回去
You could watch it happen
你能看著我振作起來
Let it happen
你可以成為我的動力
Let it happen
讓一切有可能
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
我不斷想著如果你把我拉回你身邊
We could make it better, breaking every habit
現在的我們會有多不一樣 一切都將不同
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
每次我的恐懼都使我無法敞開心胸 因此我不斷搞砸
Pull myself together
我會重新找回自己
You could watch it happen
你將看著我浴火重生
Let it happen
我會是自己
Let it happen
站起來的動力